Every one of us has experienced those moments where you know the life you have been living is over. This awareness might come in the shock of loss, a betrayal, a devastating diagnosis, an accident, a natural disaster, or a feeling that the status quo has become unbearable. But you don’t have a clue about what is next, or how you will go on, or who you will become, or even how to go through this death and rebirth process.
We will face dragons and meet guides along the way, but we also need “containers” that can hold us as we make this soulful journey. You are not alone. This is an individual and universal calling towards the evolution of life and consciousness.
“Where there is ruin, there is hope for a treasure.” – Rumi
Join us for an afternoon of ritual, poetry, guided imagery, creativity, play, dancing, and community dialogue. Together we will experience the life affirming energies and practices that can hold us and inspire us as we tend to this life/death/life paradox.
Pachamama’s Daughter
In the time after Loss
I found myself.
Not whole, like a fully formed symphony,
melodic tunes tumbling ecstatically, one note at a time,
into a coherent harmony,
Or an emergence of exquisite shape carved from rock
already itself.
But as pieces scattered, broken, among weeds
surviving where no water has come for a very long time.
I pick my pieces up
here and there
There is no pattern to reference to.
My hands bleed from my jagged edges.
Colors, shapes emerge, mingled with blood that is only mine.
I lay all that is me, tenderly, upon you.
I whisper your name…
Pachamama
I am your daughter.
I have been lost.
My tears make pools in your deep brown dirt.
Piece by piece, each part of me
Sinks into your soft mud belly.
Worms eat me for food
Insects make a home of me
New life creeps and burrows into my
empty places.
What was rotten becomes nectar
What was decayed becomes compost
What was broken is a mosaic of shape and texture.
Right here, right now
I surrender.
New life has its way with me.
My pain becomes a tapestry of miracles.
– Theresa Holleran